So, it happened again last night. Just when we thought we were in the clear. Shawn awoke throwing up around 11pm. And he threw up a lot. And it smelled awful. He threw up about 3 more times during the night and had diarriah. It took a long time to clean it all up. I was exhausted. And Cody woke up about 5 times last night too during all this. And then around 6am, Kyle threw up! And he also had diarriah. What is up????? Luckily, after some recovery time on the couch this morning, they are both better. There has been no throwing up since. They are running around and behaving like the crazy hyper boys they are. So we have no idea what they had or have. It's real frustrating. It has been 2 solid months that our family has been sick.
I feel I am just on the edge. I feel like there is no relief, ever. I am constantly running around the house cleaning up after Nick or cleaning up vomit. I'm just out of steam. I'm trying to get my house organized too. Have you ever noticed how a messy house just weighs on you and runs you down? I'm trying to atleast try to get control of that part of my life. If everything has a place, then that would clear my mind up, I think. I just need to find time and the patience and the energy to actually do it. With 4 kids, I am literally running around the house taking care of them. I'm changing diapers, throwing the diapers in the outside garage, giving baths, making lunch, making dinner, paying bills, taking kids to school, going up and down the stairs, folding laundry, cleaning bathrooms, cleaning counters, feeding a bottle, feeding cereal, vacuuming, giving discipline, grocery shopping, taking kids to the doctors, helping Ty at work, getting kids dressed, etc, etc, etc. I'm getting all panicky just typing all those responsibilties I have.
I'm sorry for always writing about this kind of stuff. This is a hard time in my life. Maybe some day in the future I will become a stronger person from all this. I don't know. I just hope there is a reason Heavenly Father is laying all this on me. It really is a challenging time. I sometimes feel I am all alone. It's hard to ask for help.
I'm going to go eat some chocolate now. And maybe some ice cream after that. And watch the Jazz game. And stare at Matt Harpring.